So people can quit trying to figure me out and starting all these rumors about why I moved from Tennessee to here I will tell you.
1.) No i'm NOT having a baby-I mean really do I look like i'm carrying a baby.
2.)No I havent had a baby recently-Really I would be at home all the time.
3.)No I'm not or have I ever been a part of any gangs-I'm not that stupid.
4.)No I wasnt shipped off by my parents because I'm a trouble maker.-Okay well part of this one is true but no I wasn't shipped off by my parents.
Now the truths about me...
My Biological dad abused me for 5 years-untill i was 5
My mom passed away when i was 14..
My dads in and out of prison regularly and doesnt care about my brothers or me.
My oldest brother and aunt and uncle all blame me.
My aunt kicked me out because I wasnt like the boys and her kids I didnt do what I was told when i was told if she had a tone (and i refuse to conform).
I moved in with a friend who became my bf but then we broke up.
I moved up here because the guy that owned the house i was staying in threw me out after giving me four hours to find a place to go. I slept outside of the mall that was right behind the house for three days and then one of my friends took me in for a night and got me into a homeless shelter.
I called my step dad and he got me a bus ticket and brought me up here.
We are very slowly replacing everything i had to leave behind.
I am the way I am today because it's all i've ever known.
If you want to know more then just ask but don't assume anything untill you get to know me!!!
I hate rumors and the way they evolve.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry so many people assumed these idiocies about you and I'm sorry people have mistreated you the way they have. No one deserves anything like what's happened to you. I can't begin to understand exactly how you feel about all this but I can see how it can become incredibly overwhelming, it is to me and I'm merely reading what you wrote about them. The best thing to do about these things, rumors, is to try and ignore them. They always die down eventually, it's hard sometimes but it works. Some things, most things, you can't ignore but little things like rumors and dumb lies can almost always always go by this:
"Where ignorance is bliss. 'Tis folly to be wise." -- Thomas Gray
The people who really value you would never believe false accusations and rumors. Care about those who care, the rest don't really matter. It truly is at the worst of times that your true friends reveal themselves.
Yeah only two people have been on my side the whole time and thing is we all know the truth...
DeleteThat's aweful! I'm sorry you had to go through all that and I hope that now you can find some peace and live happily.
ReplyDeletei'm just waiting on it to go away.
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