I was abnormally happy today because for the first time in a long long LONG time I finally got to be who I really am. Yes I tend to be a little annoying when I am able to be myself, but hey it happens. I actually haven't been able to be myself since September 24 2007-yes I know thats a long time, but I needed to grow up. For the first time in a long time I actually felt really and truely happy today. I normally don't show any other emotion than anger or sadness when i'm around other people, but I'm tired of being caged up within myself because i'm being forced to be the way other people want to see me. I kinda quite cheering because there seems to be a steriotype that goes along with cheering...I'm against conformity.
Anyways back to my point who remembers:
1.)Jumping in every puddle you saw just because they were there and to see how wet your pants would get
2.)Playing drums with chop sticks instead of eating
3.)Swinging as high as you can and jumping to see how far you can fly
4.)Spinnig as fast as you can (or at least as fast as others are willing to push you) on the merry-go-round untill you got sick
5.)Playing all the games or at least the flashy ones in the arcade
6.)Abandoning half a plate of food just to go play
7.)Just living life and turning the world into your playground like you did as a young child
Well today I remembered all of this I turned the world into my playground again and I finally showed who I really am. It doesnt happen often because childishness is highly frowned upone in today's society but this is me i'm talking about...so...um...yeah I could care less about what society has to say.
Society actually says to "be yourself" which is highly UNTRUE because when ever you are yourself people talk crap.
ReplyDeleteIt's pretty lame.
But all you can do is still be yourself and do what you want regardless of what others think of you.
You've got to live for yourself and not other people otherwise you'll just never be happy. :)
Well yeah and yelling at random people in the hallway is perfectly normal.
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