Wednesday, September 25, 2013

When life fucks you over you just gotta fuck it up.

So after years of putting up with my families bullshit I've decided I've finally had enough.
I don't care if they all think that their all high and mighty Christians because quite frankly the way they all judged and treated me; their as far from being Christians as you can get and still be able to say your a fucking Christian. They all wonder why I don't believe in their stupid made up religion.
I'm done being the one person everyone calls to be bailed out of jail, because they need money to pay bills (because they blew it all on stupid shit they didn't even need), getting called in the middle of the night because someone slept with a fifteen year old after they turned 21.
I'm done being the go to guy every time something isn't right for them. Go find another guinea pig because I'm done being the slave here.
They never helped me when I needed it, so why should I even bother?
So hey life go fuck with someone else for a change, your my bitch now!!

Friday, September 13, 2013

Where to now?

So I was kicked out of my dads house June 5th and moved in with a friend. After several weeks of us argueing and a relationship that went sour after he bought a car and then turned 21 we got in a fight and after it turned physical he kicked me out as well August 25th. Now Im wondering from friend to friends house trying to make my way back home to Tennessee or find a friend I can stay with until I can make enough money to get back.

Im about ready to give up on life and just disapear because Im tired of everyone just throwing me away, telling me i'll never achieve my dreams, abusing me physically, mentally, and emotionally.

Where am i supposed to go when I know no one?

Where am i meant to go?