How am I going to get through all this

So today is the one year aniversery of my first fiance's death.
I'm stressing over paying for college.
I'm trying to get back to my hometown.
I'm trying to please everyone else.
when is my life going to get easy?

Senoiritis?

So you know when people start slacking in like all of their classes and pretty much not caring anymore?
Yeah, thats called senioritis.
Apparently it hit me late...
My dad claims because I spent the last two months of school actually working in all of my classes except creative writing that im like super lazy now because senioritis finally set in.
I dont really think it's senioritis now i'm sure it's just me being lazy and just plain not doing anything.
I did clean my entire house last night though so,yeah,not completely lazy...

Now what

Well I passed my math final with a 76 so im graduating with my class this year.Woohoo!!!
Now I just have to figure out what im doing with my life.
I got excepted into Northeast community college.
I just have no way to pay for it and I still havent taken my ACT test.
Im planning on becoming an English/Creative writing teacher.
Wish me luck in life

FINALS!!!!

So all three of my finals are tomorrow and after that Im done with school...YAY, It's finally over!!!
I'll find out by the end of next week if I actually get to graduate...
I hope I pass my math final.

Wish me luck!!!!

Road trip

So I get out of school Friday!
WOOHOO!!!
Well it's sorta gonna be a happy day...
I'm supposed to go with my dad to tennessee to see my mom's grave.
This sunday is mother's day.
This monday is her 40th birthday.
I just hope that he will actually be able to find it because I have no clue how to get there.
I just know it's in the backwoods country part of VA.
Well Happy early Birthday Mom.