Bro Points? Browny Points? Is there really a difference?

So last night when it was storming and I called my bf because storms have always scared me.
Well his response "I'm at the game ill call you back later."
So he waits an hour to go to my house and check on me. He brings someone with him and somehow we got on the subject of bro points and browny points.
Bro Points is when a guy does something cool for his guy friends...
Browny Points is when he does something SMART for his gf...
Well sorry Mark but you have no Browny points.

Annoying Neighbors

So my boyfriend came by my apartment last night and we hung out in the hallway because my dad wasnt home and i didnt want to get in trouble for him veing there.
one of my neighbors decided to be nosy and horribly try to spy on us and whe. i caught her she went back into her apartment.
i quietly mumbled that she was being nosy.
she came back out saying i wasnt allowed to be in the hallway because i was desturbing the peace.
i told her i wasnt the disturbance of the peace she was with her horrible music that she always blasts and no one understands.

Desturbing The Peace People!!!

I live in an apartment so that means i have neighbors...Well if they were normal respectful neighbors it wouldnt bother me, but they're not normal!
I have been sick for the past few days and today if you have 6th or 7th with me you heard how bad i sounded.
Well my step mom took me to get some medicine and told me to go to sleep when i got home.
Well i took the medicine and tried to go to sleep but the stupid people below me started fighting and they were lud and their voices carried!
I tried for 4 hours to fall asleep, every time I would start to actually fall asleep they would start fighting again.
Really who could have that much to fight about.
I wouldve told them to be quiet but i kinda couldnt concidering i lost my voice.
When my step brother and sister come back over and make lots of noise if their sick they will know how i felt today...can you say KARMA

Writing, End it or Not?

If you remember a few posts back I decided to stop writing untill after graduation.
Well im actually no completely done...Im rewriting old stories and editing them as I write them.
I just hope that one day one of my works does eventually get published.
Then I can prove everyone wrong that says i cant do it or that I dont know how to write Blah Blah Blah...
When I make a name for myself, start making money, and make a difference in the world they will be crawling back asking me for help, and ill remember the times they put me and my writing down.
Carma will take care of them for me.

Pain all around.

So yeah I guess that im not really feeling up to doing anything today.
My fiance broke off our engagement the day before valentines day just so he wouldnt have to get me anything, and last night we had a huge fight.
He has shattered my heart three times now but aparently that isnt enough because now hes tearing me apart by telling me who i can and cant talk to.
When will boys ever realise that girls arent just prizes to be won we have feelings too?
We hurt just like they do!
One day he will realize what he lost and come crawling back but he just lost his chance.
Plus carma will get him back so i wont have too and if it takes him getting locked up tuesday to realize he messed up then thats to bad for him because now i dont have to wait for him.
ALL this heartache is MY own dang fault...I shouldnt have fallen in love with my best friend who clearly doesnt feel the same way.

Another Poetry Contest update!!!

My poem advanced to 10th but didnt make it to the next round so I guess my constest wasn't won.I was just glad that I got to 10th place!!!
I'm going to stop writing at least untill graduation in May but I havent descided if im going to pick it back up or not...

Farewell my old friend...

After much consideration and deliberation i decided that im not going to write any more.
I'm not the busiest person in the world, but I dont thave the time for it anymore.
It takes me an abnormally long time to write anything and 9 out of 10 times my B's,D's,C's,E's,and P's are switched around or just wrong.
I also have math homework that needs my undevided attention because that class is the only class im having trouble in.
So untill my grade comes back up im done writing...I may just be done for good i havent decided that far ahead yet.
I should find out what place my peoms are in after 4 today or tomorrow.

Missing? Not really.

I got a call yesterday, well many calls actually, from people looking for my best friend because aparrently he was missing from 4:30 on Sunday to about 3:45 yesterday.
I got a call from his dad asking if I have seen him or talked to him.
I cant see someone when I dont even live anywhere near where he lives and plus if he was really missing why would he tell me where he was going.
Then after I talked to his dad at like 9:45 yesterday morning my phone didnt stop ringing all day. When I looked at all of my missed calls I had 3 more from his dad 4 from our ex-roomate 1 from his mom and 8-9 from Kingsport City Police Department.
I find it really funny that he wasnt missing at all he was actually asleep in the back room of the woodworking shop (where he also lives), but no one seemed to think to check in there.
He called me last night freaking out because his shop was surrounded by police cars.
it was also over crouded with his family, friends, and police.

I guess they learned to check in his room the next time he goes 'missing'

Poetry Competition UPDATE

I recieved an email thursday after school telling me that my poems together placed 12th out of 36 places.
I was really excited and when I emailed the judges back i asked how the poems were awarded 12th place together I was told it was because they were about the same thing and they couldnt keep one and not the other so they kept them both...AHHHH!!!!!!!!!
I'm so happy!!!
I hope I win this i really need it to help out my friend.

Useless medical visits.

So I've been dealing with a migraine for the past two days and I went to the ER yesterday only to get some ibouprofin...
I could have just stayed home for that.
Its gonna cost me $200 just to get ibouprofin.
REALLY!!!

My dad (not my stepdad) called me when his new girlfriend told him the reason I didnt want to go to the ER was because I didnt think we could afford it. He told me if I didnt stop worrying about everything and everyone I was going to cause myself heart problems (My mom passed away of a heart attack at 35 4 years ago) and end up like my mom before I was 19 thats six months from now... That's just going to cause someone to worry even more!!!!

Technology...Isn't it supposed to help?

In case you didnt notice the time this was posted its really late for a school night.

Well I have been backing-up my computer sinve 8:30 and its 1:15 right now. See I have to use the disks because my dad wont get a hard-drive so I have one disk left and its only on 49%. My dad made me back up the computer so instead of finishing my HW after American Idol went off Im sitting here backing-up the computer.JOY!!
I officially hate Technology...First my Fb page crashes,Second My computer freezes up on me every 5 seconds...Third i've been sitting here for 5 hours and still wont be able to finish this full-system-back-up.
But at least my music still plays I guess.

Trust?People...I think not!

Well,I finally made new friends, but as soon as I actually started to hang out with them I noticed little things they do that just bug me.
There was a day I had to stay after school last week and I ran into my group of friends when I went to go home.
They were being really mean to this one kid so I stepped in and they started talking abbout the both of us.
The fact that they were picking on someone shouldve been a red flag but I didnt notice it.
We hung out the next day after school and they actually almost got me into some serious trouble.
If my dad wasnt there to pick me up because i wanted to leave i would have gottwen into just as much trouble as they did.
For once i was glad my dad was there.
I'm just glad that i noticed their true colors before it was to late.
I can't and wont be friends with someone i cant trust!